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The Books I Read in 2022

Every year, I participate in the Goodreads Challenge, where you challenge yourself to read a certain number of books for the year and track your progress.

This year I set a goal of 45 books. I read or listened to 56.

I used to go through the books one by one. Now that I’m cracking 50 books a year, however, I choose my favorites in various categories, then post the whole list with a simple note on each.

A fantasy painting of a landscape with three moons and mountains.

Best Fiction

Battle of the Linguist Mages

The cover of the novel, Battle of the Linguist Mages
By Scotto Moore

The second novel from Scotto Moore, a playwright from the Seattle area, Battle of the Linguist Mages is ridiculous, rowdy, hilarious, touching, and wildly compelling.

It combines virtual-reality video-gaming with linguistics, anarchism, artificial intelligence, magic, raves, and the apocalypse.

One of this year’s best-selling fantasy novels, Babel, or the Necessity of Violence: An Arcane History of the Oxford Translators’ Revolution, by R.F. Kuang, also uses the power of language to develop a system of magic, but where Babel is a magical history in the vein of Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell, Moore’s ridiculous novel is more akin to Neil Stephenson’s Snow Crash. They both take place in the near future, make use of virtual worlds, and have a hyperkinetic energy that keeps the reader flying through the pages.

If you like your books about the potential technodestruction of the planet to be hilarious and fun, Battle of the Linguist Mages will not disappoint.

Runner Up: Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, by Gabrielle Zevin

This book surprised me so many times, and never disappointed me. Another book centered around video games, this novel explores the lifelong relationship between two people.

I read a lot of high-concept fiction: speculative fiction, cli-fi, sci-fi, fantasy, etc. While Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow contains aspects of those, it’s a more character-driven story about two lifelong friends and the successes and challenges they face together…and alone.

Zevin’s book appears at the top of a lot of book lists this year. For me, though, Battle of the Linguist Mages has it beat due to the sheer audacity of what Mr. Moore attempted.

The Rest of The Fiction Books I Read

This list is arranged in the order I read them. It does not include books in a series or graphic novels, both of which I discuss further below. Recommended books are starred.

  • Ulysses, by James Joyce
    This was my third reading of Mr. Joyce’s masterpiece, though this time, I stopped at Scylla & Charybdis. I found it tough to motivate through when I was only reading it before bed.
  • Flint & Mirror, by John Crowley ๐ŸŒŸ
    John Crowley’s latest historical fiction is about Tyrone’s Rebellion against the Tudor conquest of Ireland, with a dash of magic thrown in.
  • This is How You Lose the Time War, by Amal Al-Mohtar & Max Gladstone ๐ŸŒŸ
    A beautiful romance about two opposing agents in a secret war to secure the future by destroying the past.
  • Travel Light, by Naomi Mitchison ๐ŸŒŸ
    A children’s book mentioned in This Is How You Lose The Time War, recommended by Ursula K. Leguin, and definitely worth your time.
  • Termination Shock, by Neal Stephenson ๐ŸŒŸ
    The newest from Stephenson, this cli-fi novel explores what happens when one billionaire decides to seed the clouds with sulfur in a fit of entrepreneurial geoengineering. The effects will create a new system of climate winners and losers.
  • Parable of the Sower, by Octavia Butler
    Many consider this a classic, and while I’m a big fan of Butler’s Patternmaster and Xenogenesis series, this one didn’t do it for me.
  • Babel (or) the Necessity of Violence: An Arcane History of the Oxford Translators Rebellion, by R.F. Kuang ๐ŸŒŸ
    A compelling magic system keeps the concept of this novel in the clouds; still, the characters and story are grounded in loss, grief, identity, self-worth, and colonialism.
  • Gypsies, by Robert Charles Wilson ๐ŸŒŸ
    A multiverse story about a family capable of imagining a better reality and then going there…oftentimes because they are hunted.
  • The Aenid, by Virgil (trans. by Robert Fagles) ๐ŸŒŸ
    This one’s as good as they say. The last time I read The Illiad was in 2010. I don’t remember it describing in as much detail the religious rituals and sacrifices that Virgil’s poem includes. As a result, Virgil’s poem feels more visceral โ€” in every sense of the word.
  • The City We Became, by N.K. Jemisin
    While I love N.K. Jemisin’s previous works, this one left me a bit flat. I enjoyed the characters enough. I just couldn’t bring myself to buy her conceit: certain cities are alive, personified in avatars, and their birth results in transdimensional disasters. I appreciate Jemisin’s creativity. Her Broken Earth trilogy blew my mind, and I loved her Inheritance and Dreamblod series. Unfortunately, this one just didn’t do it for me.
  • The City in the Middle of the Night, by Charlie Jane Anders
    This author’s second novel follows humanity after we abandoned Earth and settled on a tidally-locked, alien-inhabited planet. Days and nights don’t exist, and temperatures range from burning your skin to freezing your blood. Despite its conceptual story of survival and politics on the edge of an eternal twilight, the characters’ obsession with each other will have you doubting some of their decisions.
  • How High We Can Go in The Dark, by Sequoia Nagamatsu ๐ŸŒŸ
    A strong contender for my favorite fiction of the year, this collection of interconnected short stories is sympathetic, darkly funny, and incredibly sad. Imagine a world where virtually all children and millions of adults are guaranteed to die from an ancient virus unleashed by the thawing of the Arctic tundra. Now imagine a series of short stories that explore a diverse range of subjectivities who inhabit that world, all of whom have lost someone (or everyone) they love. Now include enough bread crumbs in each story for the reader to discover a singular novel unwritten in the spaces between the stories. A beautiful book.
  • Emergency Skin, by N.K. Jemisin
    A 40-page story, Emergency Skin is the transcript of a “consensus consciousness” giving instructions to a test-tube-created space traveler. The traveler has come to what is supposed to be a dead Earth to retrieve ingredients for the Founders (think Musk, Bezos, and Branson of the planet it came from, only to learn that all Earth needed to recover was to rid itself of the billionaire class. Decent enough for 40 pages, but nothing that will blow your mind.
  • A Gentleman in Moscow, by Amor Towles ๐ŸŒŸ
    Another strong contender for fiction novel of the year โ€” and a wonderful book to read in December โ€” A Gentleman in Moscow informs, delights, connects, and excites. This novel of a former Russian aristocrat under a lifelong house arrest in one of Moscow’s grandest hotels pleases on every level.
  • When We Cease to Understand the World, by Benjamin Labatut ๐ŸŒŸ
    A masterful blend of fact and fiction, this collection of stories explores the inner lives of some of the most famous names in science and mathematics, including Heisenberg, Schrรถdinger, De Broglie, and Grothendieck. It makes for a fascinating journey on the borderland between genius and madness.
  • No One Is Talking About This, by Patricia Lockwood ๐ŸŒŸ
    This book devastated me. If I didn’t finish reading it on New Year’s Eve (ten days after I originally posted this list), I might have even selected it as my favorite fiction of the year. Lockwood’s writing vividly captures the fleeting consciousness of today’s cultural moment only to smite it with tremendous emotional force in the back half of the work. This one made me laugh out loud several times, and then it brought me tears. Just a beautiful book that everyone alive right now should read.

Best Fiction Series

The Expanse

The cover of Leviath Wakes, by James S.A. Corey
By James S.A. Corey

The nine novels of The Expanse are essentially three trilogies that follow the crew of a spaceship named after Don Coyote’s horse.

The first trilogy begins after humanity colonizes the solar system and accidentally uncovers an alien bio-weapon that defies physics while infecting any lifeform it encounters.

The second trilogy takes the characters beyond the solar system via an alien technology that opens a gate to a kind of Grand Central Station for the universe. This section focuses on the politics of who will control the metaphorical Grand Central Station.

The third trilogy explores the mystery of the alien civilization that created the bio-weapon and gate while examining how the Expanse functions when an upstart galactic empire takes over.

Of the nine novels, only one (the fifth book, Nemesis Games) was a disappointment. I could only finish it because one of the characters, Amos, is a joy to read. The subsequent four novels returned to the quality of the previous four, and the whole series ended about great.

The series became a TV show on SyFy (and later Amazon), ending after six seasons in Dec. 2021. People raved about it, but when I tried it, I couldn’t get past the production quality and the way it ignored a vital element of the books.

The Expanse series is the first science fiction I’ve read that takes gravity seriously. It shapes the physical structures of a whole new class of human beings who’ve only ever lived in the zero gravity of space. But it also affects virtually every scene in the story. The writers (“James S.A. Corey” is a pen name for a pair of writers) take great pains to remind readers that things work differently in space.

The TV show avoids this crucial element of the books by giving the characters magnetic boots that allow them to walk semi-normally. I quickly grew bored by the show without the effects of gravity (or its lack) to make this tale different from any others I’d encountered.

I loved the characters in the novels, especially how they adapted and evolved throughout 5,000+ pages of the story. But what I loved most was the gravity.

Runner Up: The Murderbot Diaries, by Martha Wells

I read five of the six novels in the series (so far) and found all five fast and intriguing. The titular murderbot is a hilarious, paranoid artificial intelligence who would rather spend time watching soap operas than having to murder so many humans. Most of the books are under 200 pages in this series, but they keep you turning pages fast.

Best Nonfiction

Real Enemies: Conspiracy Theories and American Democracy, World War I to 9/11

By Kathryn S. Olmstead

One of my colleagues scheduled me to teach a summer class called “Conspiracy Theories.” Like any well-educated person, I’m familiar with many conspiracy theories. I adhere to some of them (e.g., Oswald did not act alone, nor did Epstein kill himself). Others, I find laughable (e.g., 9/11 was not an inside job, and the moon landing most definitely happened).

I didn’t want the class to be a rehash of various conspiracy theories, though. We’ve seen the consequences of misinformation, disinformation, and poor critical thinking skills getting in the way of reality. Over a million Americans died partly because our President told us to shine sunlight up our ass.

A class that surveyed some of the theories that bedeviled the country since the Salem Witch Trials might be fun for the students, but it wouldn’t prepare them to live in 21st-century America.

Thanks to Real Enemies: Conspiracy Theories and American Democracy, World War I to 9/11, I could do more than provide a survey. Armed by Kathryn Olmstead, a professor of History at UC Davis, I could present a thesis that would be meaningful in their adult lives. Her book reveals the actual, no doubt about it, 100% real conspiracies enacted by the U.S. government throughout the 20th century that fostered the cancerous growth of the paranoid style of American politics.

Many Americans believe their government conspires against them because the American government admits it conspired against them.

Dr. Olmstead writes in her introduction, “…generations of anti-government conspiracy theorists since World War I have at least one thing in common: when they charge that the government has plotted, lied, and covered up, theyโ€™re often right.”

The book debunks many of the conspiracies of the 20th century. At the same time, it reveals the conspiracies that drove the anti-government groups crazy enough to imagine the now-debunked conspiracy in the first place.

For example, those interested in history have heard that President Roosevelt had an advance warning about Pearl Harbor. This “advanced-knowledge conspiracy theory” suggests the president allowed Americans to die and ships to sink because he wanted the U.S. to get involved in World War II. This, of course, is not true.

Thanks to American code breakers, Roosevelt knew a Japanese attack was imminent. But he (along with everyone else) expected it to take place in the Philippines (which, in fact, it also did). Olmstead writes, “American leaders knew only that war was coming somewhere, sometime soon.”

The actual conspiracy was not that Roosevelt knew Pearl Harbor was the target. It’s that, after the attack, he conspired to prevent Congress from investigating his administration’s intelligence failure. As one Congress member said, “There will have to be an explanationโ€”sooner or laterโ€”and it had better be good.”

Instead of letting Congress investigate, Roosevelt created a five-person commission to whitewash the administration’s failures. We can look at the Warren Commission and the 9/11 Commission for how other presidents followed Roosevelt’s lead.

The Roberts Commission’s objective was to determine which, if any, U.S. military officials the U.S. should blame for the attack. Most importantly, the commission was not asked to investigate the failures of civil politicians such as President Roosevelt and his cabinet.

Roosenvelt’s enemies fell into a frenzy when the Roberts Commission pinned the disaster on two of Pearl Harbor’s commanders. Their disbelief led to the creation of the conspiracy that is still debated today.

Olmstead’s book explores conspiracies related to the Red Scare, the Kennedy Assassinations (of course), Nixon and Watergate, UFOs, CIA mind control experiments, Jonestown, the Iran-Contra scandal, CIA-led infusions of crack into the Black community, Ruby Ridge & Waco, and (of course) 9/11.

Throughout each investigation, she shows that the crackpots who saw a government conspiracy in blameless behavior had their origins in the American government conspiring to do something else instead.

As the man said, “Just because you’re paranoid doesn’t mean they aren’t after you.”

Runner Up: Against Elections, by David Van Reybrouck

Elections are bought and paid for by the millionaire and billionaire classes in this country. The working poor and (basically non-existent) middle class has little say over its representative leaders. Nor do these “representatives” serve the interests of their constituents once they take office. The 2020 HBO documentary, The Swamp, clarifies that America’s electoral reality forces politicians (regardless of their original intent) to adjust their objectives to those of the lobbyists.

Surprising no one: electoral politics is all about money, and unless we fix campaign financing in the country, it will not change.

That is unless we decide to get rid of elections altogether.

In Against Elections, David Van Reybrouck argues in favor of replacing politicians with randomly selected Americans โ€” think of Congress as jury duty. As he writes, “Elections are the fossil fuel of politics. Whereas they once they gave democracy a huge boost…it now turns out they cause colossal problems of their own.”

He doesn’t suggest replacing elections with sortition is a panacea. “Citizens chosen by lot may not have the expertise of professional politicians, but they add something vital to the process: freedom. After all, they don’t need to be elected or re-elected.”

His book has many examples demonstrating how sortition has worked in the past and practical methods for putting it into practice in the United States.

The jokes about the governing skills of a populace that can hardly name the branches of its government write themselves. They make it easy to dismiss Van Reybrouck’s idea. But I challenge you to give this short book a read and come out the other side not agreeing that the solution to Congressional gridlock is to abolish elections.

The Rest of The Nonfiction Books I Read

This list is arranged in the order I read them. It does not include graphic novels which I discuss further below. Recommended books are starred.

  • Let’s Go (So We Can Get Back), by Jeff Tweedy
    A memoir of the frontman for the rock band Wilco. You’ll enjoy it if you love Wilco. You probably won’t care if you don’t.
  • How Democracies Die, by Steven Levitsky
    A shallow exploration of the title. Suppose you’ve read any decent magazine articles about the current state of our democracy and/or its historical precursors. In that case, there’s nothing here for you.
  • Heaven’s Breath: A Natural History of the Wind, by Lyall Watson ๐ŸŒŸ
    A beautifully written book that provides just what the subtitle says it will. This was the first read of my summer this year. It gave me a new sense of the sacred as I sat in my backyard, drinking a beer, listening to the wind tickle the leaves of our maple tree, and feeling its breath across my skin.
  • How to Hide An Empire: A History of the Greater United States, by Daniel Immerwahr ๐ŸŒŸ
    So what do you know about how the United States conquered its territories (Puerto Rico, etc.) and dominated the globe? Not enough is what. Read this one to learn more.
  • How The Irish Saved Civilization: The Untold Story of Ireland’s Heroic Role from the Fall of Rome to the Rise of Medieval Europe, by Thomas Cahill
    This one had been on my To Read list for decades before I added it to my Audible library this summer. I listened to it while carting students around Vermont. I’m glad I read it, but you probably don’t need to.
  • JFK and the Unspeakable: Why He Died and Why It Matters, by James W. Douglass ๐ŸŒŸ
    A good friend recommended this one while we debated the take on the Kennedy Assassination presented in Real Enemies. This book reveals a lot of information I hadn’t known, specifically the secret interactions Kennedy had with Kruschev and Castro, all in the hopes of peace. His move towards a common peace is “why he died and why it matters.”
  • The Stranger in the Woods: The Extraordinary Story of the Last True Hermit, by Michael Finkel ๐ŸŒŸ
    This read like a great, extra-long magazine article. The hermit, Christopher Knight, lived for nearly three decades within a mile of a bunch of summer homes on North Pond in Maine, but he only spoke to humans twice during his self-exile. He did, however, burgle those homes a lot.
  • A Human History of Emotion: How The Way We Feel Built The World We Know, by Richard Firth-Godbehere
    I was excited by this popular introduction to “the growing discipline called the history of emotion,” which “tries to understand how people understood their feelings in the past.” While I found some nuggets, the book eventually bogged down. The later chapters feel like a checklist designed to get us into the modern era.
  • The Gus Chronicles: Reflections From An Abused Kid, by Charles D. Appelstein
    We were assigned this reading at my job this year. The Gus Chronicles is a fictional memoir of an abused kid at a residential facility. The main character is a composite of my students, and almost every page gave me something new to think about. But if you don’t work with this population, you’ll probably get bored by the author’s attempts at cleverness.
  • Seven and a Half Lessons About the Brain, by Lisa Feldman Barrett ๐ŸŒŸ
    One of my former colleagues gave a presentation highlighting “the lizard brain.” I’d known for a while that the theory of “the triune brain” had long been discounted, but I didn’t have a clear understanding of today’s more scientific understandings. This book gave a good introduction.
  • Lakota America: A New History of Indigenous Power, by Pekka Hรคmรคlรคinen ๐ŸŒŸ
    This fantastic look at the Lakota perspective on North American history demonstrates that former European colonists were not the dominant civilization on the continent for much of our history.
  • Yearbook, by Seth Rogen
    A fun memoir where the audiobook was recorded, in part, like an audio play with different actors performing different voices. Because I’m a sucker for Seth Rogen’s “fuck it” sensibility, I enjoyed this series of stories from his life. They generally circle around (surprise, surprise) his relationship with drugs. It didn’t include nearly enough Hollywood gossip, but each story was strong enough on its own that I didn’t much care.
  • Index, A History of the: A Bookish Adventure from Medieval Manuscripts to the Digital Age, by Dennis Duncan ๐ŸŒŸ
    Another book appearing on many Best of the Year lists, Index, A History of the doesn’t attempt to be more than it says it is, but it is more fun than you’d expect. Duncan makes each chapter compelling, and the indexes at the end are, as you might imagine, a vital part of the work.

Best Graphic Novel

Penultimate Quest

By Lars Brown and Bex Glendining with John Kantz

I picked this one up thinking it would be little more than an adult-appropriate Dungeons & Dragons-themed graphic novel, but it turned out to be much deeper than that.

The characters in the book experience a quasi-Groundhog Day existence. There’s a never-ending dungeon with monsters, treasures, and a tavern where they can celebrate their victories. If they die, they return to the start of the dungeon. However, the stakes of their existence are nil, and after several adventures, they question their purpose.

The sections in this omnibus take each character’s story deeper, revealing that there is more to this adventure than meets the eye.

Note the man in the Hawaiian shirt and sandals. This ain’t a normal fantasy tale.

I’m selecting it as my favorite graphic novel of the year because the omnibus surprised me so much. I generally had no idea where each story was going.

Runner Up: The Arrival, by Shaun Tan

This wordless graphic novel tells the story of a man who leaves his family behind in a dangerous country so he can make a start for them in a new land. Its use of “gibberish” symbols for writing and language, its otherworldly architecture, its alien food, and its alien creatures capture (I have to assume) the isolation and out-of-placeness of being an immigrant. By committing to the fantastic elements of his world, Tan makes the immigration story universal, bypassing the prejudices and bigotry that can quickly turn empathy into politics.

All that ever matters.

The art in this graphic novel is (as it must be in a wordless book) stupendous. Every page is a delight, every pencil stroke, every shadow. Next time you’re in a library or killing time in a bookstore, find this one, sit down in a comfortable chair, and allow yourself to arrive in this intimately drawn, strangely familiar world.

The Rest of The Graphic Novels I Read

This list is arranged in the order I read them. Recommended books are starred.

  • Charles Darwin’s On the Origin of the Species: A Graphic Adaptation, by Michael Keller & Nicole Rage Fuller
    One of my colleagues asked me to read this book and decide if it would be appropriate for our students with reading difficulties. The book is more than an adaptation of On The Origin of the Species; it also includes biographical elements and the broader context of the time Darwin worked in. Not a bad read, but definitely too complex for most of my students.
  • Boxers, by Gene Luen Yang ๐ŸŒŸ
    A fantastical version of China’s Boxer Rebellion, where a young boy who communes with the ancient Chinese gods leads the Boxers against the foreign devils: the colonialists and the Christians. Unfortunately, many of those Christians are Chinese, leading to severe moral questioning. A fantastic book.
  • Saints, by Gene Luen Yang ๐ŸŒŸ
    Picking up with one of the side characters from Boxers, this graphic novel explores the Chinese Christian on the other side of the Boxer Rebellion. More than just a retelling of the first book from a different perspective, however, Saints is a story about loyalty: to one’s people, one’s country, or one’s faith. Another fantastic book.
  • First Man: Reiminaging Matthew Henson, by Simon Schwartz ๐ŸŒŸ
    I’d never heard of Matthew Henson. In the late 1800s and early 1900s, this African-American salesclerk worked as Robert Peary’s valet, traveling with him to Nicaragua and, later, on seven voyages to the Arctic. According to Henson, he was the first person to reach the geographic North Pole in April 1909, not Peary (many dispute that Peary or Henson actually got there). As the White leader of the expedition, Peary took all the credit, of course. Though Henson did achieve some level of fame in his later years, he suffered through plenty of lean times. This graphic novel tells an imaginary version of that tale.
  • They Called Us Enemy, by George Takei ๐ŸŒŸ
    George Takei is one of country’s more famous individuals. He first gained fame as Sulu from Star Trek. Takei later became an outspoken activist for gay rights and one of the most followed individuals on Facebook. But before that, he was a Japanese-American boy whose family was illegally sent to an internment camp during World War II. In They Called Us Enemy, Takei shares his family’s story.
  • Long Walk to Valhalla, by Adam Smith & Matthew Fox ๐ŸŒŸ
    A story about a young man at the end of his rope. He grew up without a mother and with an alcoholic, abusive father and a special needs brother who hallucinates. He meets a young girl who claims to be a Valkyrie who has come to accompany him to Valhalla, but before that, there are a few things she needs him to do. Another book that ended up being more profound than I expected.

Thanks for checking out the books I read this year. I hope you’ve found a few books you can add to next year’s list.

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The Books I Read in 2021

Every year, I participate in the Goodreads Challenge, where you challenge yourself to read a certain number of books forย the year and then track your progress.

This year I set a goal of 35 books. I read or listened to 58.

I usually go through the books one-by-one, but I donโ€™t want to write, and you donโ€™t want to read, an annotated list ofย 58ย books, so this year, Iโ€™m going to select my favorites from various categories, then postย the whole list.

Favorite Fiction

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The Ministry for the Future, by Kim Stanley Robinson

Like many dutiful readers of speculative fiction, Iโ€™ve read my share of โ€œcli-fiโ€ (i.e., fiction that focuses onย climate change).ย Still, Kim Stanley Robinsonโ€™s The Ministry for the Futureย outshines all the others.ย 

Several of my friends have read this one, and not all of them were as impressed as I was, but I enjoyed the relationships between the characters, the terrible vision of whatโ€™s to come, and the possibilitiesย Robinson comes up with asย to how any changes at all will be made to our societies.

If youโ€™re living in the 21st Century,ย The Ministry for the Future is a must-read.

Favorite Nonfiction

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The Dawn of Everything: A New History of Humanity,ย by David Graeber and David Wengrow

Written by an anthropologist and an archaeologist, The Dawn of Everything re-examines our understanding of humanityโ€™s earliest years in light of the latest discoveries in anthropology and archaeology.

But more than an update on the scientificย literature, the book restates the question of our origins. With examples throughout the world, they demonstrate that โ€œThere is no โ€˜originalโ€™ form of human societyโ€ฆ[and that] as far back as we can trace such things, human beings were self-consciously experimenting with different social possibilities.”

Throughout the book, the authors reveal historical examples of various social structures. They use their findings to build new theories of domination and freedom, exploring how the growth of one led to the protection or expansion of the other, a sociological dance that is still ongoing today.

โ€œWhat if the sort of people we like to imagine as simple and innocent are free of rulers, government, bureaucracies, ruling classes the like, not because they are lacking in imagination, but because theyโ€™re actuallyย more imaginative than we are?”

The importance of this book is not just historical; it shows that, from the very beginning, humans have experimented with their social and political structuresย and that most changes in those structures were self-conscious. Ourย world has not always beenย this way, andย this way is not an inevitable conclusion to history. We can, and we haveย alwaysย had, the freedom toย change.

Not-so-Quick Note: Graeber and Wengrow put forth two major theoriesย in this book. The first defines the primary forms of freedom.

In the United States, freedom is an empty word used primarily by people on the right to rationalize selfish acts. But Graeber and Wengrow argue freedom boils down to three things:

  • The freedom to abandon oneโ€™s community, knowing one will be welcomed in faraway lands
  • The freedom to shift back and forth between social structures, depending on the time of year
  • The freedom to disobey authorities without consequence

For example, most indigenous Americans belonged toย a clan whose organization went above and beyond theirย nation, tribe, kin, or even language. Membersย of the Bear clan, for example, were welcomed into the homes of other members anywhere on the continent, regardless of language or nation. “This made it a relatively simple matter for anyone disenchanted with their immediate biological kin to travel very long distances and still find a welcome.”

Next, many cultures practiced different social relationships depending on theย season. Indigenous Americans on the Great Plains, for example, “created structures of coercive authority that lasted throughout the entire season of hunting and the rituals that followed, dissolving when they dispersed into smaller groups.”

Finally, many โ€œchiefsโ€ we read about in history only held power in their immediate vicinity. If you didnโ€™t want to follow the orders of the chief, you just had to move down the road a few miles, where a chief andย henchman couldnโ€™t see you.ย 

In addition, to reduce the arbitrary violence of a sovereign,ย most societies “would try to surround the godlike personages of [their] rulers with an endless maze of ritual restrictions, so elaborate that the rulers ended up, effectively, imprisoned in their palaces.”

The second major theory the book makesย defines the primary principles of social power:

  • Control of violence (e.g., the stateโ€™sย monopolyย on the use of force)
  • Control of information (e.g., religious andย civilย bureaucracies)
  • Individual charisma (e.g., โ€œIโ€™m special and deserveย to be treated differentlyโ€)

Graeber and Wengrow invite us to think ofย โ€œthe secret agent”ย as the mythic symbol here:ย โ€œJames Bond, with his license to kill, combines charisma, secrecy, and the power to use unaccountable violence, underpinned by a great bureaucratic machine.”

Exploring history usingย these notions of freedom and socialย domination helps us understand โ€œwhere we got stuck,โ€ and invites us to imagine what a different world has actuallyย looked like.

Everyone should read this book.

Favorite Graphic Novel

52079617Paying the Land,ย by Joe Sacco

This is a nonfiction piece about the history of theย Dene peopleย in Canada. It covers a broadย scope of history, but primarily focuses on the 20th century, when the Dene way of life in the Northwest territories came into conflict with theย extraction of oil, gas, and diamonds.ย 

It tells the horrid tales of “the residential schools,โ€ whose mass graves of dead children drew the worldโ€™s attention earlier in 2021. But it goes beyond that, exploring the rise of drug use and alcoholism among the Dene due to generational trauma and Western imperialist efforts to eradicate an entire culture.ย 

Saccoโ€™s work in this book is incredible. Itโ€™s a piece of in-depth journalism that puts you in the heart of the region while empathizing with the myriad individuals Sacco interviewed and researched for the book.

An absolute must-read.

Favorite Story Collection

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A Peopleโ€™s Future of the United States, edited by Victor LaValle and John Joseph Adams

Each story in this collection imagines a different future for the United States. Itsย stories include:ย 

  • A bookstore that skirts the border between America and California.
  • A country where it is illegal toย beย non-binary,ย trans, or gay, to speak a language other than English, toย not post to social media, or, really, to be anything other than โ€œfine.”
  • A country where โ€œthe strongest military in the world turned on their own people.”
  • A country where librarians are the protectors of magic.
  • An entry in a history textbook about the transition fromย our currentย political and socialย reality and into what comes next.
  • A country where violent homophobia has become the norm (in this country, “Albany had had eighteen homophobic hate killings in the previous calendar year. Better than Buffalo, but then again, Buffalo had a 57 percent unemployment rateโ€),ย where the government filters art (the story takes place on the night Princeโ€™s songs are added to the filter), and where โ€œthe best we could hope for was to keep our head down and find escape wherever we could.”
  • A country where a plague caused byย the Doomsday Virusย has taken hold.
  • A country where an unnamedย butย obviousย President Trump is faced with anย inter-dimensionalย time traveler caused by the success of theย โ€œMAGA Bomb,โ€ a deviceย which “erased a personโ€™s racial development, resetting theirย genetic lineage back to their original code,ย calledย genetic cleansing.”
  • A country where Americans donโ€™t vote with their hearts or their heads, butย their fangs.
  • A country where “the full power ofโ€ฆbioengineeringย [was]ย not simply set loose on the world but left in the hands of…maniacal power-hoarding fiends, for them to weaponize and deploy at their will.”

And thatโ€™s only the first half or so of the stories in this collection. Thereโ€™s such an embarrassment of riches in this book that I ended up using it to guide much of my reading for the rest of theย year, checking out authors I first discovered here.

Favorite Bookย Series

Trilogy Cover

Theย Centennial Cycle, by Malka Older

I discovered Malka Older inย The Peopleโ€™s Future of the United States.ย Dr. Older has a bachelorโ€™sย degree in literature from Harvard andย  a masterโ€™s degree in international relations and economics from the School of Advanced International Studies.ย Her doctoral work focused on the multi-level governance and disaster responses. Professionally, she works for the School for the Future of Innovation in Society at Arizona State Universityย and was the Head of Office in Darfur. Sheโ€™s worked in humanitarian aid in Darfur, Sri Lanka, Uganda, Indonesia, Japan, and Mali.

All of which is to say that Dr. Older knows what sheโ€™s talking about, and in this near-futureย trilogy, she puts it all to work.ย 

In her near-future, most nation-statesย dissolved and the world is made up of polities of 100,000 people โ€” a centenal.ย Each centenal votes democratically for a particularย party to lead it. Some parties are global, with designs to capture a majority of the worldโ€™s centenalsย and thus open themselves to more power, whileย othersย are hyper-localย with no intentions of expansion.

Further, a highly regulated version of the Internet aims to be the sole provider of facts and informationย aboutย the world. It might seem big brother-ish, ย but itโ€™s more like one solution to the current pandemic of misinformation.ย You can think of it as a mix of Augmented Reality, Wikipedia,ย Snopes, Yelp,ย and the United Nations.

Each book in the cycle furthers the timeline and the narrative while also exploring the stratification, self-interests, andย outliersย of Dr. Olderโ€™s society.

The result is a cohesive setting and a plot withย local and global stakes acted on by interesting characters fromย diverse backgrounds and with various perspectives and desires. The best kind of page-turner.

The Complete List in theย Order Iย Readย Them

(Iโ€™ve bolded the books I highly recommend)

  1. Family Tree:ย Volume 1, by Jeff Lemire and Phil Hester
  2. The Hidden Girl & Other Stories, by Ken Liu
  3. A Peopleโ€™s Future of the United States, edited byย Victor LaValle and John Joseph Adams
  4. Ken State: Four Dead in Ohio, by Derf Backderf
  5. My Friend Dahmer, by Derk Backderf
  6. American War, by Omar El Akkad
  7. G.I. Joe: Hearts & Minds, by Max Brooks
  8. Code 7: Cracking the Code for an Epic Life, by Brian R. Johnson
  9. Robopocalypse,ย by Daniel H. Wilson
  10. Devolution: A Firsthand Account of the Rainier Sasquatch Massacre,ย by Max Brooks
  11. Blackfish City, by Sam J. Miller
  12. She Persisted: Harriet Tubman, by Andrea Davis Pinkney
  13. Liquid Reign, by Tim Reutemann
  14. Solutions & Other Problems,ย by Allie Brosh
  15. Kill Switch: The Rise of the Modern Senate, by Adam Jentleson
  16. The Mere Wife, by Maria Dahvana Headley
  17. The Adoption, by Zidrou
  18. The Sacrifice of Darkness, by Roxane Gay andย Tracy Lynne Oliver
  19. The Ministry for the Future, by Kim Stanley Robinson
  20. The Times I Knew I Was Gay, by Eleanor Crewes
  21. Paying the Land, by Joe Sacco
  22. The Damascus Road, by Jay Parini
  23. Piranesi, by Susanna Clark
  24. To A God Unknown, by John Steinbeck
  25. The Silence, by Dom Delillo
  26. Mapping the Interior, by Stephen Graham Jones
  27. Autonomous, by Annalee Newitz
  28. Infomocracy, by Malka Older
  29. Reason, the Only Oracle of Man {or} a Compendiusย System of Natural Religion, by Ethan Allen
  30. Null States, by Malka Older
  31. State Tectonics, by Malka Older
  32. A Memory Called Empire, by Arkady Martine
  33. A History of the Town of Poultney, Vermont, from Its Settlement to the Year 1875, by Joseph Joslin
  34. A Desolation Called Peace,ย by Arkady Martine
  35. Germ Warfare: A Very Graphic History, by Max Brooks
  36. The Adventure Zone: Here There Be Gerblins, by Clint McElroy,ย Griffin McElroy,ย Justin McElroy,ย Travis McElroy, andย Carey Pietsch
  37. Fake Blood, by Whitney Gardner
  38. Sailor Twain {or} The Mermaid in the Hudson, byย Mark Siegel
  39. Templar, by Jordan Mechner
  40. Punk Rock Jesus, by Sean Murphy
  41. Factory Summers, by Guy Delisle
  42. Two Dead, by Van Jensen and Nate Powell
  43. The Girl from the Sea, by Molly Knox Ostertag
  44. A.D.: After Death, by Scott Snyder and Jeff Lemire
  45. The Secret to Superhuman Strength, by Alison Bechdel
  46. Walking Wounded: Uncut Stories from Iraq, by Olivier Morel
  47. That Can Be Arranged: A Muslim Love Story, by Huda Fahmy
  48. River of Ink, by ร‰tienne Appert
  49. Unrig: How to Fix Our Broken Democracy, by Dan G. Newman
  50. Mason & Dixon, by Thomas Pynchon
  51. The Jesuits: A History from Ignatius to the Present, by John W. O’Malley
  52. The Awakened Kingdom, by N.K. Jemisin
  53. Say Nothing: A True Story of Murder and Memory in Northern Ireland, by Patrick Radden Keefe
  54. The Song of Achilles, by Madeline Miller
  55. Blind Lake, by Robert Charles Wilson
  56. The Five Peopleย You Meet in Heaven, by Mitch Albom
  57. The Mystwick School of Musicraft, by Jessica Khoury
  58. The Dawn of Everything: A New History of Humanity, by David Graeber and David Wengrow
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The Books I Read In 2020

Every year, I participate in the Goodreads Challenge, which is where you challenge yourself to read a certain number of books forย the year and then track your progress. This year, like in years past, I set a goal of 30 books, and once again, I surpassed my goal.

This yearโ€™s list includes more audiobooks than normal, thanks to a walking regimen that saw me walking around five miles a day during the spring andย summer of the Covid-19ย pandemic. Once the cold weather came, I stopped walking so much, but the school year brought a 30-minute commute (I drive a couple ofย students to school in the morning likeย aย de facto bus driver), so thankfully, I keptย moving forward withย audiobooks.ย 

Anyway, without further ado, here are the books I read orย listened toย in 2020.

The Legends of Luke Skywalker (433 pages)

I wrote a longer post about this short-storyย collection back in February, so Iโ€™ll just copy and paste some of the general points here.

Inย STAR WARS: Episode VII: The Force Awakens, Rey says to Han Solo,ย โ€œLuke Skywalker? I thought he was a myth.โ€ This question becameย the basis of Ken Liuโ€™s canonicalย short-story collection, The Legends of Luke Skywalker.

Released during the run-up to the eighth movie,ย The Last Jedi, Liu’s short-storyย collection centersย onย an evening of stories told to the young deckhands of a transport barge making its way across the galaxy to Canto Bight.

These six legends of Luke Skywalkerย add little to the galaxyย of STAR WARS, but they do provide readers withย a deeper understanding of what it means to be a Jedi knight and how the Force isย interpreted in different ways by the various cultures in the STAR WARS galaxyย (much like the diverse cultures on Earth interpret the hard-to-graspย concept ofย divinity).

I don’tย necessarily recommend this book for adults, but if your pre-teen or teenager is a big fan of Luke Skywalker and STAR WARS, this collection of short stories willย expand with their understanding of the Force.

We Stand on Guard (168 pages)

Taking place 100 years in the future, this graphic novel follows a small band of Canadian freedom fighters as they defend their country against an invasion byย theย technologically superiorย United States.

I lovedย the concept of the story (as the author of a novel about the secession of Vermont from the U.S.,ย how could I not?), andย the artwork bedazzled me, butย the charactersย feltย wooden, and in this storyย of a possible future,ย the United Statesย actedย more like a faceless torturingย monster than aย complex antagonist with whom the band could grapple. Finally, many of the details of the U.S.โ€™sย technology seem ripped fromย The Empire Strikes Back (with Ottawa standing in for the ice planet ofย Hoth), limiting the artist’s innovations.ย 

Itโ€™s a short graphic novel, andย I was able toย read through itย in about a half-hour.ย If youโ€™re able to do the same, youโ€™ll find itย a decent read.

The Witcher Sagaย (2,038 pages)

After watching and loving the first season ofย The Witcher on Netflix, I decided to dive into the storyโ€™s fantasyย world by reading the original novels.

Written by Polish author, Andrzej Sapkowski,ย The Witcher saga follows a genetically-modifiedย monster-hunter-for-hire named Geralt of Rivia. It also follows, and no less focuses on,ย his sorceressย star-crossedย lover, Yennefer, and the golden child theyโ€™re both sworn to protect, an orphaned princess namedย Cirilla whose magical elvish blood has been prophesied for generations.

Like the TV series, the books play with the audience’sย expectations of time and their understanding of the interconnectedness ofย causes and effects, and like the series, the novels do not make it easy to understand the political dynamics of this rich fantasy world or the motivations of all the complex characters who inhabit it.

While I enjoyed the saga, Sapkowskiโ€™s writing compares unfavorablyย to otherย fantasy epicists such as George R.R. Martin, J.R.R. Tolkien, and Ursula K. LeGuin. Sapkowski’s lack of rhythm and deftness could be the fault of his translators, but the five books I read were translated by different artists, and for some reason, I doubt they all experiencedย the same flaws inย their work. Iโ€™ve read online that the two short-story collections Sapkowski published before the five-novel saga are much better reads, but I havenโ€™t picked them up.

With that being said, if you enjoyed the Netflix series, I think youโ€™ll enjoy the five books in this series. The characters you met on TV are all here, and Sapkowski takes the story to its full completion, which I think will improve your enjoyment of future seasons from Netflix (the production of Season 2, by the way, has been delayed, first because of the coronavirus and then because of injuries to the main actor).

Verax: A Graphicย History of Surveillance in the 21st Century (229 pages)

This non-fiction, book-length comic (i.e., a nonfiction “graphic novel”)ย tells the story of Pratap Chatterjee, a journalist who dug deep into the role of electronic surveillance in domestic and foreign affairs. We follow Chatterjee as he investigates the complex industrial ties of drone manufacturers, government agents, journalists, whistleblowers, and more, but the crux of the story is the tale of Edward Snowden (one of Snowden’s code names wasย “Veraxโ€).

The information contained within the comic is frightening,ย and the decision to tell this story in comic form improves its tale, but the author’s focusย on hisย personal journey gets in the way of the bookโ€™s impact. I found myself zoning out whenever the comic became memoir-like rather than straight-style reporting.ย 

I enjoy readingย non-fiction, book-length comics (such as The 9/11 Commissionย Report), but Verax didnโ€™t do it for me. If the topic of surveillance in the 21st century interests you, youโ€™re better off readingย the revelations of Edward Snowden for yourself.

Frogcatchers (112 pages)

The second graphic novelย Iโ€™ve read by Jeff Lemire, this surreal story captured my attention and held onto it.

A young manย wakes up in what might as well be called “Hotel California” but is instead called the Edgewater Hotel. He discovers only one other person in the place, a small boy who seems to know a little bit more about whatโ€™s going on but who also doesnโ€™t have all the answers the protagonist seeks.

I don’t want to give away anything more than that, but I will say by way of recommendation that Frogcatchers is, essentially, aย quick andย insightful sketch into the meaning and memories of a life. I gave it five stars on Goodreads as soon as I finished it. Definitely pick it up if you can.

The Messengers (1 hour, 20 minutes)

This short audiobook, an Audible original, was written by a playwright who received a commission from Audibleโ€™s Emerging Playwrights Fund. She penned this collection ofย interwovenย short stories about a decades-long intergalactic war and the messengers who play a part in it.

I enjoyedย every part ofย this audiobook. The stories and characters engaged my imagination, and the production and sound effectsย added to my immersion into the storytelling.

This was a free story for Audible subscribers, so if youโ€™re already paying them every month, definitely add this one to your queue.

The Origin of Satan: How Christians Demonized Jews, Pagans, & Heretics (240 pages)

Written by Elaine Pagels, one of my favorite authors of Christian history,ย The Origin of Satan isย lessย a history ofย the fallen angel and more an explanation of how Christians demonize those who threaten them.ย 

The history of Christian demonization starts with Christ’s earliest followers thinking their Jewish neighbors were the sons of Darkness. Early Christians were, essentially, a radical Jewish sect, and so the major threat to their safety and their mission came from the Jews who would not join their new movement and from the Jewish leaders who actively worked to erase their gains. The early Christiansย responded byย turning their neighbors and leaders into agents of Satan.

Butย afterย St. Paul and St. Peter convinced Christians it was okay to proselytize toย gentiles, the threatย stopped being theirย Jewish forebears and insteadย became the Romanย pagans whose influence now ran counter to their Christian mission. Satan shifted his influence from the Jews to the Romans and became the driving force of the Empireโ€™sย persecutions of the Christians. The Roman gods of Apollo, Zeus, and the others became allies of Satan, and their followers were those the Evil One had duped and betrayed.

After Rome converted to Christianity, the major threat to its centralized powerย became the diversity of Christianย beliefs one could find throughout the region. The war between Good and Evil shifted to a war between Orthodoxy and Heterodoxy, with orthodox Christians seeing themselves as soldiers of God and the โ€œhereticsโ€ as spawns of the Evil One who have come to corrupt the souls of good Christians everywhere.

Pagels writes, โ€œFor the most part, Christians have taught โ€” and acted upon โ€” the belief that their enemies are evil and beyond redemption,โ€ and her bookย lays out a clearย argumentย for whyย Satan ought to be understoodย as a sociological phenomenon and not a supernatural entity orย force acting upon or within the world.

Exhalation (368 pages)

This short-story collection from Ted Chiang, the author of the short story that served as the basis for the movieย Arrival, was a joy to read.

It includes nine stories that useย sci-fi and fantasy plots to explore the human condition. There are stories of:

  • time travel
  • anatomical investigationsย ofย mechanical life
  • the technologically (and thus, scientifically)ย proven absence of aย free will
  • โ€œThe Lifecycle of Software Objectsโ€
  • automatic nannies
  • vast cloud-basedย videoย libraries of oneโ€™s memories
  • the existentialย angst of parrots who wonder why humans work so hard to find andย communicateย with aliens when there is stillย plenty of intelligent life onย the planetย they still havenโ€™tย communicated with
  • the divine creation of the Earth (as demonstrated by the archaeologicalย discovery ofย trees without growth rings and menย without navels), and
  • ways to communicate across the branching dimensions of theย multiverse (and thus learn the outcomes of the roads not taken).

The longerย storiesย areย roughly a hundred pages (on myย Kindle), while the shorter ones are only a dozen or so. This diversity of length helps keep a reader on edge.

If you enjoy the genre of speculative fiction โ€” the genre of literature that begins with the question, โ€œWhat ifโ€ฆ?โ€ โ€” then Ted Chiangโ€™s stories will definitely satisfy.

The Wild Robot (288 pages)

For the longest time, my daughter refused to read novels with me. She and her mother have readย novels together for a while, but with me, she wanted books we could finish in one sitting (actually, she prefersย listening to improvised โ€œchoose your own adventureโ€ย stories from me, but dads donโ€™t always have the energy for improvised storytelling).

This is whyย The Wild Robot will always have a place in my heart. It was the first novel my daughter and I finished together.

The Wild Robot tells the story of a mechanical creature who is being shipped over the ocean from the manufacturer to the market. The shipping boat sinks, and the creature washes up on a deserted jungle island. Designed to fit into any culture or household, the robot is capable of learning from the lifeforms around it, so it learns from the foxes, turtles, geese, bears, and so much more. At first, the animals shun the robot, but it soon starts to grow on them. It ends up adopting an abandoned gosling, and when it struggles, the other creatures pitch in to help.

Unfortunately, the robot’s past is still out there, and sooner or later, it will come for her.

The book has simple illustrations every few pages to keep the wandering minds of children engaged, but the characters and plot were enough to hook my daughter and me. If youโ€™ve got a young one at home, this one belongs on their shelf.

All Summer Long (176 pages), Stargazing (224 pages), andย Snapdragon (236 pages)

These three graphic novels, all enjoyed by my daughter, basically focus on young girls learning what it means to be a friend and the difficulties that sometimes ensue.

All Summer Long focuses on a thirteen-year-old girlย whose best friend goes away to summer camp. Stargazing tells the story of two Chinese American neighbors, one of whom sometimes sees celestial beings in the stars. And Snapdragon focuses on a young girl who befriends the townโ€™s local witch.

All three of the books are great. My wife being the awesome mother that she is, we even ate meals inspired by each of the books, and me being the dorky father I am, we even exchanged DMs with the author of Stargazing via Twitter, where we shared aย pictureย of ourย homemadeย Chinese dumplingsย as Nora tried them for the first time.

Island Book (278 pages), The Harrowing of Hell (128 pages), and Rice Boy (548 pages)

Island Book is another incredible graphic novel. Written by Evan Dahm, it tells the story of a young creature who defends her island from a monster, only to have everyone else on the island shun her. She leaves the island to figure out what attacked themย and discovers that her island isnโ€™t the only one in the sea, and the others all have life on them too.

This beautifully illustrated book with fantastic creatures and characters reveals an author with a powerful heart. My daughter and I were both so impressed, we ended up purchasing two more books by the same author.

The first, The Harrowing of Hell, is not for children. It tells the story of Christโ€™s descent into Hell during His three days as a dead man, interspersed with scenes inspired byย the Gospels.

In Dahm’s telling, Christ descends, only to be prophesied to by Satan, “Retribution. Incarceration. War. In Thy Name, Jesus Christ. All flesh comes to worship before me…In Thy Death, And In Thy Memory,” and in thanks, Satan offers Christ a crown. Rejecting the offer, Christ struggles with the Evil One and is cast down once more, where He comes before the imprisoned souls of “the first…from the dust…we who disobeyed the First Law…all of our children suffer by our sin…it is as we were told.” Christ offers the first couple redemption, and when they question His power to forgive, he tells them, “The Sons of Man have power on Earth to offer forgiveness.” They reject him, however, choosing instead to remain imprisoned for eternity in their guilt.

It’s a beautiful and harrowing work, and it adds a necessary component to the rich literature of Christian apocrypha, one whose origins can be found in some of the earliest Church communities but whose powerful tale has long been shunned.

Dahm’s other work, Rice Boy, is also powerful, but in completely different ways. My daughter read it before I did, and she seemed to enjoy it while also thinking it rather weird. I feel much the same. It strikes an interesting balance between the child-friendly illustrations of Island Book and the powerful, yet ultimately subversive, themes of The Harrowing of Hell.

With these three works, Dahm may have become my favorite graphic novelist. I’m excited for theย May arrival of his sequel, Island Book: The Infinite Land.

Akata Witch (369 pages)

After finishing The Witcher novels and Ted Chiang’s collection of short stories, I decided to start a new series by an author I’d never read but whom I followed on Twitter, Nnedi Okoraphor, Ph.D.

Her Akata series has been called the Nigerian Harry Potter, and whileย the label is obviously problematic, the story shares withย the Harry Potter books aย story of a young person entering a life of magical adventure.

I only read the first book in the series because I can’t say I enjoyed it. Elements were interesting, but it was too much of a young-adult novel for me. This is not the fault of the author. I suspect (and the book’s commercial and critical success demonstrates) plenty of people enjoyed it, but after The Legends of Luke Skywalker and The Witcher series, not to mention all the books I read along with my daughter, I may have just been done with young-adult novels for a while.

It didn’t help that, after The Wild Robot, I embarked on the following young-adult novel with my daughter.

The Magician’s Nephew: Book One of The Chronicles of Narnia (171 pages)

C.S. Lewis’s classic, The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe, may have been the first book written and published in The Chronicles of Narnia, but in the world of the books, The Magician’s Nephew comes first. It explains why there’s a London lampost in the middle of the Narnian woods; depicts the creation of Narnia by the lion, Aslan; looses the White Witch from her native realm and sets her up to become the historic antagonist in Narnia; and inaugurates the Narnian tradition of having a human king and queen rule over the land.

It’s also very much written by a very English gentleman in the middle of the twentieth century. While the excitement of the plot kept my daughter’s attention, Lewis’s vocabulary, grammar, and style proved too challenging for my eight-year-old rural American girl, and she bowed out with only two chapters left in the book, forcing me to finish it on my own.

As I put it back on her bookshelf, I thought to myself, “Another one bites the dust.”

Hiding in Plain Sight: The Invention of Donald Trump and the Erosion of America (320 pages)

Having finished The Origin of Satan as my audiobook, I shifted from the ancient world of early Christianity to the contemporary world of (hopefully?) late-stage Capitalism.

In Hiding in Plain Sight, Sarah Kendzior combines memoir, history, and analysis to tell a three-fold story that explains the current moment. She makes note of the political, economic, and cultural changes that have been wrought over her lifetime (which, coincidentally, is also my lifetime; she’s a year younger than I am) and which laid the grounds for the eventual election of President Trump.

Kendzior is famous for a few reasons. First, she wrote The View from Flyover Country: Dispatches from the Forgotten America, a self-published collection of essays that went on to be named by National Public Radio as a Best Book of the Year.

Second, she was one of the few political pundits who predicted President Trump’s victory in 2016, and her keen analysis made her a desired voice in the days and weeks and months that followed.

Third, she’s one of the co-hosts of Gaslit Nation, a podcast where she and her co-host uses their expertise on authoritarian states (the subject of her master’s thesis and her dissertation, not to mention several scholarly articles and book chapters) to analyze the news and global affairs.

In Hiding in Plain Sight, she shows how her life, the life of Donald Trump, and the economic and political state of the United States at the turn of the second decade of the twenty-first century align. It’s a story of the collapse of a democracy, the enrichment and entrenchment of an elite (and nihilistic) economic class, the decline of journalistic integrity, and the rise of existential despair for so many millions of Americans.

The story is infuriating and scary and doesn’t suggest much hope for America, but for all that, it is absolutely necessary to hear/read.

I wrote to Kendzior on Twitter, “How did you get through even a single take on this without breaking into tears?” She responded, “A few parts were tough going…”

If you read/listen, you’ll understand why

The Room Where It Happened: A White House Memoir (592 pages)

After listening to Kendzior, I decided to follow up her outsider perspective on Donald Trump and his cronies by reading John Bolton’s memoir of his 453 days as President Trump’s National Security Advisor.

I hesitated before getting this book. Like many people on the left, I first heard ofย John Bolton ย after President Bush named himย as our country’s 25th Ambassador to the United Nations in 2005. Bolton had already served in the previous two Republican administrations, first in the Justice Department for President Reagan, then in the State Department for President George H.W. Bush, but when the secondย Presidentย Bush used a recess appointment to make Bolton our ambassador, the Democrats threw a tizzy, bringing his name out of the hallways of Washington and into the living rooms of regular Americans such as me.

Since then, I’ve learned to loathe John Bolton and his leading voice in the neoconservative movement that conquered Republican (and moderate Democratic) politics in the early part of this century, and which reached its apotheosis in the 2003 invasion of Iraq.

After serving as the ambassador for four months (because he wasย appointedย during a congressional recess, heย had toย resignย before a newly empowered Democratic majority in the Senate could reject his official nomination), Bolton went on to become a leading pundit forย Fox News and the rest of conservative press.

The Room Where It Happenedย starts with Boltonย finding his name on the list of individuals being considered for employment in the Trump Administration. He wouldnโ€™t join the administration until Gen.ย Michael Flynnโ€™s ignominiousย removal from the role ofย National Security Advisorย  in February 2016.ย 

President Trump loved the negative reaction to Bolton’s appointment, telling him, โ€œSome of them think youโ€™re the bad cop.โ€

Bolton joked that when the president and the NSA advisor work together, the president is always “the good cop.”

The president laughed, โ€œThe trouble isย weโ€™ve got two bad cops.”

The rest of the book reveals just how terrible President Trumpย was for our country:ย his lack of a basicย understanding of world affairs, his woeful management skills, his narcissism andย delusions, his impulsiveness, etc.

Boltonโ€™s book doesnโ€™t contain a lot of surprises, but it does provide a day-to-day picture of the ineptitude of the Trump Administration. Itโ€™s also written by a relatively charismatic writer who is quite sure of himself, and who Iโ€™m also quite sure is wrong on most things, which makes for a relatively fun read despite the subject matter directly resulting in the deaths of more than 330,000 Americans, a shameful period of American foreign policy, and the ushering in of what might beย the last eraย of the Republic and/or the Americanย Republican Party.

A necessaryย read, though if you can find a way to pirate a copy to refrain from putting money into Ambassador Boltonโ€™s pockets, I highly encourageย it.

The Starless Sea (487 pages)

In a lot of ways, this book seemed tailored just for me. As the protagonists uncover the mysteriesย of a secret organization, they are bothย hunted and led deeperย by variousย factions ofย that organization. The chase leads them to a fantasyย location that combines the wonders of House of Leaves andย a vast Borgesian library, a world based on secret doors, time travel, and an endless depth. The tone of the narrationย strikes a balance between the timelessness of Oneย Thousand and Oneย Nights;ย aย contemporary, casual conversation; and the whimsyย of literary poststructuralism. In short, it strikes all the right notes when it comes to myย taste in books.

If you share those tastes, give it a read.

Duty (640 pages)

Boltonโ€™s epilogue quotesย liberally fromย Duty: Memoirs of a Secretary at War,ย byย Robert M. Gates.ย I enjoyed the quote enough to make his memoir my next audiobook.ย 

Secretary Gates would prefer the world to think of him asย the 22ndย President of Texas A&M University, but hisย historyย of public service goes back to 1966ย when he was recruited by the Central Intelligence Agency. He would later serve as a CIA-sponsored officer in the Air Forceย before becoming an analyst with the Agency. In 1987, President Reagan tried to appoint him as Director of the CIA, but potential questions about his role in the Iran/Contra Scandal forced him to withdraw his name from consideration. Presidentย Bush ย repeated the nomination in 1991, and this time it passed the Senate. He served until 1993ย when voters decided they wanted the Clinton Administrationย to take over the Executive Branch.

During the Clinton years, Gates found refuge in academia, lecturing at most of the countryโ€™sย top universities and serving on the boardย or as a trustee of two more academic institutions, until finally being named the President of Texas A&M in 1999.ย 

Inย 2006, after launching two wars and beginning toย lose one of them, President George W. Bush nominated Gates to replace Donald Rumsfeld as the nation’s Defense Secretary. Gates had earlier turned down the opportunity to join the Administration as the Director of National Intelligence, but with so many youngย Aggiesย choosing to do their duty in the military, he couldnโ€™t stomach the idea of not living up to their ideals, and so against his better judgment, he said yes.ย 

In Gatesโ€™ version of this period of his life, he focused on two major goals: giving his soldiers (and he very much considered themย his soldiers) everything they needed to achieve their mission and erasingย every pennyย fromย the Defense Budgetย that was not intendedย to help the soldiers achieve their mission.ย 

He believes he ignored Washington’sย partisan politicsย as much as any Defenseย Secretaryย canย withoutย failing at their duty.ย His faith is supported byย President-electย Obamaโ€™s decision to askย him to remain in the Cabinet despite the two of them being in opposite parties and sharing very few political values.ย 

The President had other reasons, of course.ย It was 2008, immoral financial professionals had just flushed the global economy down the toilet, and the United States was engaged in two wars of counterinsurgency and a global war of counterterrorism. As the new president, Obama needed to focus on the economic crisis, and Secretaryย Gates had already demonstrated his ability to prioritize the needs of the front line over the needs of some generalโ€™sย fantasy of a futureย war.ย The new presidentย couldย trust himย to work in good faith on the new administration’sย priorities, and the Secretary promised that if heย wouldnโ€™t do theย President’s work, he wouldย be the first to say so.

His unique experienceย as a Cabinet-level insider in both aย Republicanย and aย Democratic Administration makes this politicalย memoir a must-read.ย You just have to force your way through the Secretary’sย myriad references toย his preference forย red meat.

Likeโ€ฆfor realโ€ฆhe bringsย up his penchant forย burgers and steaksย a lot.

Between the World and Me (176 pages)

Read by the author, Ta-Nehesi Coatsโ€™ย epistolaryย essay, personalย memoir, historical analysis, and first-rate journalismย makes for an emotionally-chargedย political denunciation of Americaโ€™sย systemicย racism.

As you probably have heard, this short book is written as a letter to Coatsโ€™ adolescent son.ย That framework allows him to tell the story of his life as both a confessional and as an indictment, decrying the racism that has forced him and the people he loves to live a doubleย life, one that celebrates all of their beauty and power while mourningย the tragic centrality of racism in American life.ย 

Having recently finished Ralph Ellisonโ€™sย Invisible Man, I thoughtย Coates intended to followย the same structure of Ellisonโ€™sย bildungsromanย (thoughย withย none of the latterโ€™sย taste for theย picaresque), but it seemsย Coates actually intendedย to follow the structure of James Baldwinโ€™sย The Fire Next Time, which I have never read. Byย all accounts, he was successful.

This book killed me. As I walked theย fiveย miles from one edge of my village to the other and back, Coatesโ€™ reading frequently brought tears to my eyes. I felt his pain, his rage, his wonder, and his love, and the experience reinforced my sense of this writerโ€™s importance on the contemporary stage.ย 

Year of the Rabbit (380 pages), A Fire Story (154 pages), andย Poppies of Iraq (120 pages)

These threeย nonfiction book-length comics tell the stories of, respectively, the Khmer Rouge, a Californian wildfire, Saddam Husseinโ€™sย Iraq.ย 

I picked up the first book because I realized this year that I knewย little to nothing about the Khmer Rouge, and wanted to correct that mistake. The bookย covers the real-life escape of the authorโ€™s family that beganย when the artist was just three days old.ย While there are some examinations of the Khmer Rouge, itโ€™s mostly a vivid depiction of life as a refugee: depending on neighbors, bartering for goods, living in work camps, suffering from hunger, etc.ย 

Where Year of the Rabbit tells the story of political refugees in Cambodia,ย A Fire Story focuses on climate refugees in Northern California. A wildfire forced the artist and his wife from their home in 2017. In the days that followed, the Eisner Award-winning nonfiction comic artistย went to work capturing the experience in the form he knows best, and he shared it with the world a couple of weeks later.ย The comic went viral, and then his local radio station turned it into an animated video that went on to win an Emmy. In this book, the artist expands the story to capture not just own his tragedy, but that of his neighbors, providing a fuller picture of the damage wrought by the wildfires.ย 

Poppies of Iraq was my least favorite of these three. It felt like an unfocused memoir that maybe had something to say, but couldnโ€™t quite figure out what it was. Itโ€™s the story of a family of middle-classย Orthodoxย Christians living in Iraqย under Saddam Husseinโ€™s regime. The family finally escapes to Paris, where the protagonist doesnโ€™t feel at home.ย 

I recommend the first two. The last, not so much.

Stitches (329 pages)

This book-length comic memoir was crazy. The artist’sย father was a physician in the 1950s who decided to treat his fourteen-year-oldย sonโ€™s health problems with heavy doses of radiation, possiblyย resulting inย the artistโ€™sย throat cancer. He undergoes a strange operation, and when he wakes up,ย heโ€™s mute.ย 

The story continues with an examination of the artistโ€™s parents, both of whom are incredibly repressed. The story is accompanied by shadowy andย surreal images that communicateย the emotional tragedyย of the household.ย 

I thoroughly enjoyed this book, andย as a teacher,ย Iย was aghast, once again, at the horrors thatย someย childrenย call home.

Caste: The Origins of our Discontents (496 pages)

For an audiobook, I followed upย Between the World and Meย withย Caste, ย by Isabel Wilkerson. Published in August of this year,ย Caste demonstrates that the racist policies of the United States are best understood through the lens of caste, rather than race. She compares the experience of blacks in the United States with the Dalits in Indiaย andย Jewsย in Nazi Germany.

While I enjoyed the audiobook, I wish I had read it as a regular book because theย highlights I would have made would have been really helpful right now. Luckily (I guess), every time something in the book blew me away, I pulled out my phone while in the middle of my walk and textedย some version of the passage or fact to a group ofย friends.

Here are just a few of the items that caught my attention:

  • The reigns of Andrew Jacksonโ€™s horse were made from the flesh of indigenous Americans (a factย to which one of my friendโ€™s responded, โ€œYour walks are detrimental to my mental health)
  • In 1921ish, the Supreme Court ruled that a Japanese man with white skin was not white because his blood did not originate in the Caucasus Mountains, thereby making โ€œCaucasianโ€ the intellectual stand-in for white. However, in 1923, when a member of Indiaโ€™s upper caste applied for immigration as a white person since it was common knowledge that the upper caste in India derived from Aryans who had immigrated south fromย the Caucasusย mountains (thereby making the applicantย even more Caucasian than the men on the bench whose origins lay in Western Europe),ย the White justicesย saidย no.
  • In the U.S., a member of the dominant casteโ€™s purity could be tainted by one drop of blood from the subordinate caste,ย whereas in South Africa, a subordinate memberโ€™s blood could be cleansed by dominant blood. The resultingย South Africanย child would be put in the middle caste, whereas in the U.S., the resulting child would be seen as a member of the subordinate caste, and hence, a slave.ย South African whites were in theย minority,ย andย so they needed more people on their side, whileย in the US, it was the opposite:ย Whites held the majority and needed more slaves.
  • For much of American history, the dominant caste of men eliminated competition for their women and, in fact, for all women. Laws and punishments forbade lower-caste men from even showing a hint of interest in dominant-caste women, but the laws also allowed dominant-class men (the ones who made the laws and carried out the punishments) to rape and impregnate all subordinate-caste women. In other words, only dominant-caste men could impregnate dominant-caste women, and dominant-caste men could also rape and impregnate subordinate-caste women. Thus, for most of our countryโ€™s history, the dominant gender of the dominant caste controlled the genetic makeup ofย ourย citizens.
  • Even though the courts ruled miscegenation laws unconstitutional in 1967, Alabama didnโ€™t officially repeal theirs until 2000 in a public referendum, whereย 40% of Alabamians voted in favor of retaining them.
  • The Nazis looked to the U.S. as a model for their Nuremberg laws, which resulted in a long debate between the Nazis about how many Jewish grandparents a childย neededย toย be considered Jewish. Their final decisionย was thatย threeย Jewish grandparentsย made the child Jewish, whileย two Jewish grandparents opened up the โ€œassociationโ€ clause, which assigned the childโ€™s ethnicity toย whichever cultureย the familyย belonged to, Aryan or Jewish).ย Thisย was aย victory for the moderate Nazis at the table. The radical Nazisย wanted to copy the United States’ โ€œone-dropโ€ law. In other words, our homegrownย racists were more racistย than the majority of Nazis.

Thereโ€™s a lot more to the book. Itโ€™s well written, powerfully presented, andย thorough in its history and its analysis.

I not only recommendย Caste to you,ย butย I endorse it as required reading (or listening).

The Undertaking of Lillian Chen (430 pages)

This graphic novel tells the story of a young Chinese man named Deshi Li whose brother has died a bachelor.ย In Liโ€™s culture, a man who dies without a wife will be lonely forever in the afterlife, but thereโ€™s a loophole: if Li can find a woman who will marry his dead brotherย and agree to be buried with him, then Li can save his siblingโ€™s fate.

He sets out to bring either a recently deceased femaleย body or an agreeable liveย woman. Enter Lillian Chen, a young woman who needs money and a way to escape the arranged marriage her fatherย is trying to force her into.ย 

This was a great story. The characters are rich, the plot feelsย unique, and the watercolor-style artistry is a feast for the eyes while also serving the story.

The Dreamblood Duology (960 pages)

A collection of two novels,ย The Killing Moon andย The Shadowed Sun, this duology from N.K. Jemisin (who is quickly becoming one of my favorite contemporary authors) explores a fantasy city whereย dreams haveย the force ofย magic and an entire religion has arranged itself around them.

The first novel tells of the Gatherers, a group of priests who are responsible for two things: first, gathering the souls of those who are about to die into the eternal dream of the afterlife, and second, enforcing the moral laws of the society by gathering the souls of criminals while they sleep.ย 

The novel covers a political conspiracy between the royal house that rules the society and the priesthood, a conspiracy that couldย result in the end of the world.

The second novel takes up the story a generation after the first, and it expands the scope of the world to include the hinterlands outside of the city and the political opponents who took command of the city inย the aftermath of the first novelโ€™s climax.ย 

I enjoyed the two books (though the second was better than the first), but not as much as Iโ€™ve enjoyed Jemisinโ€™s other works. If youโ€™re on the Jemisin train with me, youโ€™ll definitely want to check these out, but if you havenโ€™t gotten on board yet, youโ€™re better off starting with her Broken Earth Trilogy.ย 

All The Birds in the Sky (317 pages)

I just said to my wife, โ€œChrist, I just read this book like a month or so ago, and from the title, I have no recollection of it.โ€ But then I read the short synopsis on Goodreads, and boom, it clicked. Iโ€™m glad it didย because I really enjoyed this book.

This two-prongedย story follows two young prodigies from the time of their friendship in childhood to the time of their adulthoodย when they stand on opposite sides of a growing war. The conceit, however, is that one of the prodigies is magical (sheโ€™s a witch) while the other is scientific and technocratic (heโ€™s a mad scientist).

I really, really enjoyed this book. It takes place in the near future, which is always a fun setting for books, and it explores the nature of reality from both a scientific and magical perspective, also a fun theme for books.ย 

At justย 317 pages, itโ€™s definitely a nice one to add to your list. It won a bunch of awards, including the Nebula Award for Best Novel. Again, definitely add it to your list.

Thrawn Ascendency: Chaos Rising (336 pages)

Last yearโ€™s reading list included three books about the STAR WARS character,ย Thrawn, who wasย createdย by Timothy Zahn back in the early 1990s as the first entries in STAR WARSโ€™ expanding universe. As I wrote last year, โ€œOnce Disney bought LucasArts, they exiled the Expanded Universe from the official timeline, relegating its stories to non-canonical โ€˜Legends’ย to give themselves a blank slate from which to build the Disney version of the STAR WARS galaxy. Someย โ€˜Legends’ย characters refused to remain in exile, however, and the entire STAR WARS fandom reacted with joy when…Grand Admiral Thrawnย rejoined the canon in the third season of the animated STAR WARS show, Rebels.ย With Thrawn back in the fold, LucasArts commissioned Zahn to bring the rest of Thrawnโ€™s story into theย canon.”

ย The trilogy I read last year was more like three separate novels that covered different aspects of Thrawnโ€™s life in the Empire, but this book brings us back to the days and years before Thrawn left his home galaxy, the Ascendency, toย venture into the Empire.

This first book in what I will be another trilogyย sets the ground rules. It explores how Thrawnโ€™s civilization compares to other civilizations in the chaotic outer regions beyond the rim of the Empireโ€™s “galaxy far, far away.โ€ It continues developing Thrawnโ€™s character, revealing more of his cold, observational mind as well asย the emotional aspects of his soul.ย 

I love the Thrawn novels, and if you enjoy STAR WARS, you will too.

Mother American Night (288 pages) ย  ย 

My last audiobook of the year,ย Mother American Night came highly recommended by one of my friends. It is the autobiography of John Perry Barlow, one of the Grateful Deadโ€™s lyricists (he wrote โ€œCassidy,โ€ โ€œMexicali Blues,โ€ โ€œBlack Throated Wind,โ€ โ€œEstimated Prophet,โ€ โ€œHell in a Bucket,โ€ โ€œLooks Like Rain,โ€ etc.). But to say that Barlow was just a lyricist is to miss the Forest Gump-like life that he had.

He was also a pioneering thinker of cyberspace (and isย directly responsible for the creation ofย theย Electronic Frontier Foundation, the Internetโ€™s most important defender of digital privacy andย free speech), a dedicated Wyoming politicalย activistย who once worked for Dick Cheney, a committed acid freak who mentoredย a teenage John F. Kennedy, Jr., and the man who introduced Timothy Leary to the Grateful Dead.ย 

The guy seems to have known virtually everyone in the latter half of the twentieth century and he was as equally comfortable getting drunk on his ranch as he was in a conference room with Steve Jobs.

You know those Dos Equisย commercials for โ€œthe most interesting man in the world?โ€ Well, John Perry Barlow wasnโ€™t fictional. And whether you like the Grateful Dead or not,ย everyone should know his life.

Black Against Empire: The History and Politics of the Black Panther Partyย (568 pages)

After listening toย or reading a lot of African-American history this year, I decided to end 2020 with โ€œthe first comprehensive overview and analysisย of the history and politics of the Black Panther Party.”

Reading this work, I continually asked myself why the Black Panther Party for Self Defense was no longer active, and sure enough, the book explains why.

The first thing to know is that the Black Panthers interpreted Black America as a conquered colony within the bounds of the United States, and they found commonalities with the North Vietnameseโ€™s rejection of the American empire. They believed that the police forces in the United States actively worked to keep Black people down, and the Panthersย organized armed self-defenseย to hold police accountable.

Think of the Black Lives Matter movement, except instead of wieldingย smartphones to record policeย beatings and murders, the Panthers cameย to the scene withย shotguns, handguns, and assault rifles to defend themselves and their communities from the extrajudicial atrocities of the police.

Did the Panthers fire at the police, killing some of them in the process? Yes. But they did it in response to warrantless invasions of theirย private property and in response to being physically and lethallyย threatened by the โ€œpigs.”

The book charts the development of Panther ideology from the influence of Malcolm X through the factionalย split between Huey Newton and Eldridge Cleaver, the former of whom wanted to moderate the violence of the Black Panther Party and the latter of whom wanted to ramp it up.ย 

Marxist-Leninist ideology calls for a vanguardย of radicals who will lead the masses against the capitalist-imperialist state. ย During its heyday between 1968 and 1971, the Black Panther Party was, objectively speaking, the vanguard of theย radical left in the United States, and Cleaver wanted to take that even further, believing that the time was ripe for a true revolution, but Newton and the rest of the party leadership recognized that their influence would decline if they ramped up the violence.ย 

This ideological split doomed the party, as did the Nixon Administration’sย capitulations to the moderate left in the early seventies (the ending of the draft andย affirmative action, to name two). Of course, the United Statesโ€™ counter-intelligence operations against the Black Panther Party didnโ€™t helpย (on June 15, 1969, J. Edgar Hoover declared,ย โ€œThe Black Panther Party, without question, represents the greatest threat to theย internal security of the countryโ€).

If you have any interest in 20th century American history, this book is a must-read. The Black Panther Party represents the last credibleย attempt to revolutionize the United States in a leftist direction. As the authors write at the end:ย 

“No revolutionary movement of political significance will gain a foothold in the United States again until a group of revolutionaries develops insurgent practices that seize the political imagination of a large segment of the people and successively draw support from other constituencies, creating a broad insurgent alliance that is difficult to repress or appease. This has not happened in the United States since the heyday of the Black Panther Party and may not happen again for a very long time.”

Charlotteโ€™s Web (184 pages)

The final novel I read aloud toย my daughter this year,ย Charlotteโ€™s Web continued to amaze me. Iโ€™m assuming youโ€™ve already read it, so I wonโ€™t get too deep into it, but I loved Whiteโ€™s depictions of the barnโ€™s downtime and the passing of the days and seasons. It feels so perfectly described.

Iโ€™d been trying to read this to the kiddo for years, but it wasnโ€™t until this winter that she finally relented, and once we got a couple of chapters into it, she was hooked. She didnโ€™t have the emotional response to the ending that I was hoping for, but she did enjoy the bookโ€ฆjust not as much as I did.

Final Stats for the Year

  • Total Number of Books: 37
  • Total Number of Pages: 12,780+
  • Total Number of Book-Length Comics: 14
  • Total Number of Fiction Books: 26
  • Total Number of Nonfiction Books: 11
  • Total Number of Audiobooks: 8
  • Favorite Nonfictionย Book of 2020: โ€œHiding In Plain Sight
  • Favorite Fiction Book of 2020: โ€œExhalation: Stories”ย 
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works in progress

I’m gonna be on the TV

So I’ve had my book out there for about a month now, and I’ve sold a grand total of eight copies. Because the novel is also part of the Kindle Unlimited program (which is like “Netflix for Kindle books”), I can also see reports on how many pages its members have read (roughly 80 since May 1st).

I’m not worried because my marketing for the book has been about as minimal as it can be. I’ve shared it on my personal Facebook page between three and five times, announced it on my blog’s Facebook page once or twice, positioned a dedicated link to it on the top-right corner of the blog, and paid $35 for an advertisement in a literary newsletter sent to roughly 100,000 email addresses, each of which belongs to a self-described fan of contemporary literature. I think I also mentioned it once on Twitter.

Finally, I shared it with a Facebook group titled, 2VR: Second Vermont Republic, which is an unofficial organization representing the Vermont secession movement. Over the years, they’ve co-sponsored national conferences on the topic of secession (which got them into some hot water thanks to an unfortunate collaboration with “the white supremacist League of the South”), conducted at least one public debate on the topic (which I attended), been written about in TIME magazine, and worked hard to keep the topic lively even during the Vermont’s less secession-interested Obama years.

About a week ago, I received a message from the organizer of the 2nd Vermont Republic, asking if he could receive a review copy of the book. After going back and forth with him about his preferred format, I sent him a Word document of the manuscript.

A few days later, he sent me another message, telling me that while he hadn’t finished the book, he was enjoying it, and he wanted to know if I was interested in coming on his show, Plan V-TV, which broadcasts on his website, Vermont Independent.

Why the hell not?

We found a time that would work (in June), and well, so that’s what I’ve got coming up, that and preparing the paperback version of the book (thanks to the help of my awesome English-teacher wife, who is currently proofreading it for me). If possible I’d love to get the paperback out before I go on the show.

I have no idea what kind of viewership Plan-V TV has or what its audience size might be, but a recent episode is a 45-minute conversation with a man the host first met when he needed some help butchering a yak and whom he only seems to have invited onto the show thanks to a coincident visit to a barber shop, where they somehow found themselves talking about 5G technology.

The guest demonstrated some serious concern about the technology, based not only on his readings of certain reports but also his own hard work of climbing mountains and measuring the microwaves emanating from various cell towers.

Talking about this in a barbershop, the man from Plan-V TV says, “Hey, you should come on my show.” And voila! The YouTube video of their conversation has had (as of this writing) 48 views, one of which was mine.

Even if the experience of going on Plan-V TV does not sell a single copy of my book, I do think it will be fun. It’ll be a lengthy conversation with an intriguing host who is genuinely interested in Vermont secession, and who, at least at the moment, says he’s enjoying my book.

I do hope you’ll watch.

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creative pieces works in progress

For My Next Trick…

I published my first novel, Gods of the Hills: An Act of Secession, on Amazon Kindle this week. And that’s all I’m going to say about that.

Exceptโ€ฆit does not feel like a major accomplishment. This has nothing to do with it not being accepted by a literary agent or published by a major or minor publishing house. Instead, it has to do with the fact (not just the quote) that art is never finished; only abandoned.

I’m not willing to put the effort into whatever it would take to get the book published in the traditional way. After all the years and months and hours of work I put into Gods of the Hills, at this point, I’m only willing to hit send and be on my way. I’m proud of what it is, and wish it could be something better.

And I truly think you will enjoy it.

~~~

It comes down to priorities. There’s only so much time in the day, and I’m not willing to give the characters in Gods of the Hills any more of my time. I have a daughter, a wife, family, friends, students, colleagues, neighbors; real people whom I love and admire. They deserve my days.

My wife and daughter own my evenings, and I continue to give freely of all that I have.

But my nights, my late nights, those are for me. And when it comes to Gods of the Hills, I’m ready to move on completely

I truly hope you enjoy it.

~~~

In 2002 or 2003, my oldest friend told me an idea he and another friend had for a movie. The story has now been through so many generations in my head, but I remember their original idea as an Old School-style movie, where a 2002-era Will Ferrell and some other funny folk are professional procreators (get it? Pro. Creators.), and it’s their job to get women pregnant. It’s a post-apocalyptic thing without going too heavy on the apocalypse.

My friends may have even outlined the story. I have a vision of a shootout taking place in a suburban cul-de-sac, but the vision might not be from their original version of the story. Whatever their outline may have been, it is completely gone from my head.

But it did sound funny at the time, and after some conversation, I agreed to write the screenplay. It would be their story; my screenplay. I was a 25-year old freshman living at a residential college with a bunch of 18- and 19-year-old kids; what the fuck else was I gonna do?

To keep myself honest, I tried to make it a collaborative writing process, but my friends weren’t really into it. They each had their own lives going on, and making time for creative writing was not a priority. They were more than willing to read the script and offer feedback, but that was about it.

You know, like producers do, right?

Well, it’s been almost twenty years now, and I still haven’t turned in their script.

Instead, I started making drastic changes to the story based on the shit I was learning in college. My undergraduate studies focused on twentieth-century postmodern literature, accompanied by an unhealthy dose of poststructural theory and deep dives into feminist and postfeminist theory (thanks to the woman who would later become my wife).

I also had a ton of free time to indulge my love of science fiction, fantasy, and video games, thanks to the band of creative artists I was lucky enough to call my floor-mates.

But as I grew and changed, so too did my interests in The Procreators. Instead of wanting to write a fun romp through a world where baby making had devolved to a “job” (with all the hassles of every other job), I wanted to combine the story’s post-apocalyptic premise with an inspired, postfeminist critique of patriarchies, matriarchies, and traditional sex roles in the modern world.

My friends weren’t really into it, no matter how hard I tried to blend my vision with theirs.

~~~

About five years ago, I decided (not for the first time) to start waking up around four in the morning, rather than staying up until four in the morning. Maybe if I wasn’t so exhausted when I sat down to write, I’d be able to punch out that second novel.

So I set my alarm for 3:45 a.m., and when the beeping went off, I’d roll out of bed, stumble to the bathroom, piss, brush my teeth, head downstairs to turn on the coffee, come back upstairs to wake my computer and set up my writing applications, return back downstairs to retrieve a cup of coffee, then come back up to the office to sit down and get typing. I had roughly two hours to write before the workday began.

I did that for about three months, then I gave up. Partly it was because (like most people) I hated waking up, but it was also because, after 90-ish days of solid writing, my story ran into a seemingly-impassable brick wall.

The worst part was that I was really into the story. It occupied my mind whenever I wasn’t at the computer, and I’d found a narrative voice that I thought would propel the novel through whatever obstacles I might encounter. Turned out, I was wrong (as usual).

So I put the story away. Just another version of The Procreators that would never see the light of day.

~~~

Unlike the other versions though, that one just wouldn’t go away. It’s been five years, and there’s been other versions of the story since, but I still considered that version canonical. Without a doubt, it was the version that lasted the longest (somewhere around 35,000 words), and something about the narrative voice, despite the way it misled me, still feels right.

So two years ago, years after I first wrote it, I sat down and re-read it. Despite the story’s lack of a true middle or end, I liked it. The narrative voice still felt strong, the various characters felt real, and the conflicts I’d begun to arrange in the plot felt compelling.

It wasn’t a solid piece; more like an attempt to build a house โ€” including the electricity and plumbing โ€” without the benefit of blueprints. Some people might be able to pull that off; I am not one of them.

So I went back to the drawing board.

Or as I called it, “The Journal of a Novel” (after Steinbeck).

~~~

The journal started sometime before or after New Year’s Day, 2018. I didn’t intend for anyone else to read it, not at first. But at some point, as I started reading it over to remind myself of various elements of the story, I began making stylistic choices based on the assumption that the words would be read by someone else, and I started asking myself, “What the fuck am I doing with this?”

I abandoned the journal for three hundred and four days. It doesn’t matter why.

What matters is that, near the end of 2018, I started it back up. I tried to be good and write in it every day, but that didn’t happen. Instead, I wrote it in as often as I could until I finally felt enough momentum to leap away from the journal and back into the story itself.

When I first restarted the journal, I set myself an arbitrary deadline of completing the story before the end of the school year (this was accompanied by a decision to self-publish Gods of the Hills before the end of April vacation, i.e., this week).

I’m happy to say, you can now buy the latter on Amazon Kindle, and I truly think you’ll enjoy it.

I’m scared to say (but will anyway), that the other story will be finished by the end of the school year.

If everything goes well, it won’t be what you think.

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My Year in Books for 2018

I read roughly 7,850 pages across 21 books this year. I hoped to read 25 books before the calendar turned over, but a couple of the books I picked up moved quite slowly, which reduced my final count. Oh well.

Anyway, here’s a series of short reviews for each of the books that made it on my list in 2018.

The Master & Margarita, by Mikhail Bulgakov

25716554A Russian writer, doctor, and playwright, Mikhail Bulgakov started writing this novel in 1928, but it wouldn’t be published until 1966, twenty-six years after his death. It’s supposed to be a 20th-century classic of Russian literature, one that depicts the greed, corruption, and paranoia of Soviet culture while also philosophizing about Jesus Christ, the Devil, and more.

A friend recommended the book to me when I mentioned wanting to read Russian literature without having to dig into Tolstoy or Dostoevsky. Between the subject matter, the philosophizing, the seemingly illogical structure, and the highly lyrical writing style, the book should have been everything I wanted in a Russian novel.

Unfortunately, it wasn’t. About halfway through the book, I realized I didn’t care about a single character in the novel and I had no real grip on what the author was trying to achieve. I wasn’t only lost in the plot, but I was completely apathetic as to what happened next.

I’m not going to suggest that this was a bad book. It’s respected by way too many people for me to suggest that. What I will say is that this book didn’t work for me. Your mileage may vary.

(As a quick aside, a recent article in The New Yorker confirmed that Bulgakov used morphine while drafting and redrafting The Master &ย Margarita, which would help to explain the hallucinogenic atmosphere of the novel).

God In Search of Man: A Philosophy of Judaism, by Abraham Joshua Heschel

533868This was perhaps my favorite book of the year, and it is definitely my favorite religious book sinceย The Jew in the Lotus, which I read in 2013.

This book,ย God in Search of Man, is a classic of Jewish theology, and it did more for my understanding of God than any book before it. I really want to sit down and do a deep dive on this book, but I don’t know if I’m worthy of it.

For the moment, let me just include a partial list of some the passages I highlighted while reading it:

“Indifference to the sublime wonder of living is the root of sin.”

“The Western man has to choose between the worship of God and the worship of nature…. [The Biblical Man] is more concerned to know the will of God who governed nature than to know the order of nature herself… To the Biblical mind in its radical amazement nature, order are not an answer but a problem: why is there order, being, at all?”

“The history of Western thought consists in the attempted fusion of ideas which in their origin are predominantly Hellenic, with ideas which in their origin are predominantly Semitic. … Plato lets Socrates ask: What is good? But Moses’ question was: What does God require of thee?”

“Doubt is an act in which the mind inspects its own ideas; wonder is an act in which the mind confronts the universe.”

“This…is the prophet’s thesis: there is a way of asking the great question which can only elicit an affirmative answer. What is the way?”

“God is not a scientific problem, and scientific methods are not capable of solving it… It is a problem that refers to what surpasses nature, to what lies beyond all things and all concepts.”

“Awe is the awareness of transcendental meaning.”

And there is so much more. Chapter titles such as “The Art of Being,” “The Problem of Evil,” “The Principle of Revelation,” “Freedom,” and “The Spirit of Judaism” give just a few hints into the kinds of thinking this book engenders. If you have any interest in the philosophy of religion or the deep meanings of Judaism, I can’t recommend this one enough.

God & Golem, Inc., by Norbert Weiner

166567This essay collection (roughly 100 pages) investigates the overlapping territory of cybernetics (a scientific field invented by the author) and religion, asking questions about the self-consciousness of machines, the ability of machines to create machines, and the ethical relationship between humanity and machines. The essays are based on some lectures Weiner gave at Yale and at other educational institutions.

As someone who has read widely on the topics of religion and artificial intelligence (at least from a lay-audience standpoint), let me save you some trouble: no one needs to read this book.

The general questions that Wiener investigates are relatively interesting, but his answers are muddy and his language is unattractive. You’re better off reading something written in the 21st century, when both the problems and the powers of artificial intelligence are better understood.

The Field Manual of the First Earth Battalion, by Jim Channon

Screen Shot 2018-12-28 at 5.24.18 PM.png“Any living thing (individual or aggregate) that’s not adapting, adjusting, learning, changing…is either dying or it’s dead.” Thus ends the opening memo in Jim Channon’s manifesto for a new kind of soldier and a new kind of army, one that is dedicated not to the nation, but to the Earth as a whole, where warrior monks and guerrilla gurus protect humanity and the planet using the force of their hearts, the force of their spirits, and the force of their arms.

If you’ve ever seenย The Men Who Stare at Goats with George Clooney, then you’ve heard much of the wisdom you could find in the First Earth Battalion’s field manual, since the movie (and the book it was based on) investigates the reality of the battalion.

I read the manual because I taught a class in it this fall, and I needed to know of what I spoke. It’s a fast but fun read, and it inspires a lot of interesting thinking.

The Broken Earth Trilogy, by N.K. Jemisin

19161852I loved this series! Written by a powerful African-American woman who is “so fucking sick” of genre fiction’s “white supremacist, neo-feudalist fantasies,” the Broken Earth trilogy imagines the events that will lead to the real, true end of the world (as in…the end of the planet itself). It’s a world with more than one species of people on it, and some of those species possess powers that can only be described as geological (as in…the science of the Earth’s physical structure).

I don’t want to give anything away because you really should read them, but I will say that as high-concept as the fiction might be, the fun of Jemisin’s novels come from the relationships between the characters and the deep dives she does on the themes of power, motherhood, fatherhood, and the wounds of generational trauma.

You should definitely pick them up.

Burr, by Gore Vidal

8722Like most Americans, I fell in love with Lin Manuel-Miranda’s interpretation of the life and times of Alexander Hamilton, but I also found myself curious about the life and times of the man who shot Alexander Hamilton, a man who also happened to become the only Vice President in history charged with treason.

Maybe it was true, as Manuel-Miranda wrote, that Aaron Burr believed in keeping his mouth shut โ€” “Talk less,” he sings in Hamilton,ย “Smile more. Don’t let them know what you’re against or for” โ€” but in Gore Vidal’s historical fiction about his life, Burr can’t help but talk.

The book tells the story of Burr’s official biographer, a young journalist who looks up to Burr but who has also been tasked by one of the Vice President’s enemies with discovering the truth behind a rumor: Did Burr father the up and coming presidential candidate, Martin Van Buren, and if so, how can that information be used to stop Van Buren’s candidacy?

To solve the problem, the young journalist becomes Burr’s confidant, allowing him to write the true story of “the Colonel’s” life, one that will serve as a rejoinder against his legion of enemies.

Vidal’s works of historical fiction impressed me before, and this one was no different. He doesn’t always stick to the facts, but he provides an interesting perspective on some of the most important people in our country’s history. If you liked Hamilton, I think you owe it to yourself to readย Burr.

Interpreting the Prophetic Word: An Introduction to the Prophetic Literature of the Old Testament, by Willem A. Van Gemeran

97829This book was as dry as its title would suggest. The author looks at “God’s Word [as it was] addressed to his people in a culturally and historically conditioned context.” He tries to place the prophets into the social world of Israel and to interpret their messages for both their historical meanings within their temporal context and for their ahistorical meanings across all of human time.

The first part of the book lays down its foundational principles and argues for its theoretical methods. The second part applies those principles and methods to each and every prophet in the Bible, from the minor prophets such Obadiah and Habakkuk to the major prophets of Isaiah and Ezekiel.

I ended up reading a lot of the Old Testament in support of this book. The author explains the basic premise of each prophet’s section of the Old Testament, but I found the need to read the Scripture directly if I wanted to have any real sense of what the author was talking about. The process made for a very dry, but ultimately rewarding reading experience.

Gorbachev: His Life & Times, by William Taubman

I picked up this book because I’d read so much about the times before and during the creation of the Soviet Union (Marx, Lenin, Stalin, Trotsky), but I’d read very little about the post-Stalin order. As the last leader of the Soviet Union, Gorbachev seemed the right person to focus on if I wanted to better understand the overall trajectory of the Community Party in Soviet Russia.

I learned that Premiere Gorbachev played the long game as a relatively progressive politician trying to make a career in a politically reactionary environment. He pushed when he could push, and he refrained from pushing when he needed to survive. I also learned that the post-Stalin Communist Party was a dangerous organization for building a career, especially if you were someone who wanted to change things.

Living with a Wild God: A Nonbeliever’s Search for the Truth about Everything, by Barbara Ehrenreich

Written by the same women who wrote Nickel & Dimed: On (Not) Getting By In America, this book is a memoir of growing up as a person whose mystical experiences inspired them to pursue “the truth about everything,” but only while doing so as a second-generation nonbeliever.

That paradox โ€” being a nonbeliever who is searching for the object of belief โ€” fuels the memoir, taking the reader on a philosophical retrospective through a young woman’s life.

It’s important to note that Ehrenreich wrote the memoir as an older woman. She discovered her journals from when she was a young girl and uses the occasion to look back on some of the unspoken motivations of her life.

I picked up the book because of some mystical experiences I had as an atheist, and it seemed to me that Ehrenreich asked herself many of the same questions I did. While I enjoyed reading the book, I can’t say it furthered my own journey. Such a great title though.

Fierce Invalids Home from Hot Climates, by Tom Robbins

Tom Robbins is my O.G. when it comes to my favorite writers. A friend of mine lent me one of his books when I was in ninth grade โ€” I can still remember standing in the second-floor hallway of my high school as she leaned into her locker and retrieved the book for me; it was Skinny Legs & All, and she told me that as she looked through it, all she could think about was how much I would love it…and she was absolutely right.

There are certain people in our lives who make us into the adults we are. Our parents play a significant role, of course (hopefully for the good), as do our siblings, friends, neighbors, and teachers. But there’s also the people out there in the culture: the musicians, the film directors, the writers โ€” artists who shape our way of seeing and being.

I’ve had many influences in my life, as we all have, but in terms of the influences that come from out there, few made as significant an impact as Tom Robbins. He showed me what it means to love language, to love radical freedom, and to encounter the unknown with a sense of curiosity rather than fear.

Because of my relationship with Mr. Robbins, I try to revisit his works every couple of years. I’m happy to say that this year, he didn’t disappoint.

Doc, by Mary Doria Russell

After reading Fierce Invalids…, I needed another piece of fiction to keep my palate cleansed as I continued to chew on the very dry, but very interesting Interpreting the Prophetic Word. I decided I didn’t want a science-fiction or fantasy novel, but I also didn’t want another contemporary story. I thought, “How about a Western?” and then went off looking for something good.

Somehow, I stumbled across Doc. I’d read a duology by Mary Doria Russell a few years back, a two books series โ€” The Sparrow and Children of God โ€” that examined the existence of alien life through a religious lens, and I thoroughly enjoyed her writing. And now here she was with a piece of historical fiction focused on Doc Holiday, one of my favorite characters in America’s western mythologies.

Like most people my age, about all I knew of Doc Holiday I learned from Val Kilmer’s incredible performance in Tombstone, but that was enough to get me hooked. Russell’s Holiday fit that depiction well, but it deepened my understanding of how he became who he became. I can’t speak to the accuracy of the portrayal, but I can say that I enjoyed the book. If you like Westerns (and I usually don’t), this one will do you well.

Apparently, there’s a sequel entitled Epitaph that focuses more on Wyatt Earp and the events at the O.K. Corral. I haven’t read that one yet, but now that I know it exists, I’ve added it to my list of “to reads.”

Jung for Beginners, by Joe Platania

I read this introductory book to help prepare for a class I’m teaching this quarter on the psychologist, Carl Jung. I’d read several of Jung’s essays, as well as many second- and third-hand discussions of Jung’s theories, but if I was going to introduce him to my high school students, I wanted to have a better sense of who he was, what he believed, and how he influenced the culture as we know it today.

If you have some of the same curiosities about Mr. Jung, let me say clearly: this book is not the one for you.

I’ve read a bunch from the “for beginners” series of books, and while all of them naturally dumb down the subject, some of them (such as this one) don’t dumb them down enough, creating a reading experience that makes the beginner want to run away from all the things they were originally curious about.

If you want an introduction to Jung, you’re better off reading Joseph Campbell.

Darwinia: A Novel of a Very Different Twentieth Century, by Robert Charles Wilson

This book is all about the premise: something happens, and instantaneously, the entire continent of Europe transforms into an unpeopled wilderness with flora and fauna that have clearly evolved over millennia, suggesting an alternate dimension has somehow come into contact with our own.

Meanwhile, all the people and cities and everything else that had existed in Europe is now…gone, leading to a twentieth-century land grab that rivals anything from the eighteenth or nineteenth centuries.

The story itself โ€” the characters, the plot, the internal and external conflicts โ€” they were enjoyable enough, but this one, this was all about the premise.

The World of Ice & Fire: The Untold History of Westeros, by George R.R. Martin, Elio Garcia, Jr., and Linda Antonsson

Have you ever sat down to read a history an entire world? This was my second. The first was Tolkien’s The Silmarillion. Outside of The Bible, there’s no other book to compare this to.

Built around the conceit that one of the maesters is compiling a history of the world to give to King Tommen, The World of Ice & Fire covers the history of Westeros and Essos from the Dawn Age to the openings events depicted in A Game of Thrones. It pays special attention to the Targaryens, covering the entire history of their reign, from their survival of the Doom of Valyria to their seeming end after Robert’s Rebellion, but it also provides an overview of every major house in Westeros, a scattered history of the First Men and the Children, and a collection of rumors and myths about the forgotten places of the world, the lands where Martin’s main narrative fails to take the reader.

I’ll only recommend this one for the die hard fans of A Song of Ice & Fire, but I do, in fact, recommend it.

Half A King, by Joe Abercrombie

In 2016, I read and enjoyed Abercrombie’s The First Law trilogy. It felt like George R.R. Martin, without the weight of an entire world resting on its shoulders. Like Martin’s, Abercrombie’s characters were entertaining, the plot moved fast, and the action and violence felt real and visceral.

Having finished The World of Ice & Fire, I wanted to get lost in another fantasy world but not one as all-pervasive as Westeros. I figured I’d give another of Abercrombie’s trilogies a try.

Half A King tells the story of a young boy, the second born son of a hyper-masculine king. The boy doesn’t like to fight or hunt, so he’s been given over to what amounts to a society of academic monks who serve as advisors to the various leaders of the world. Unfortunately for him, his father and brother are killed at the start of the novel, and the fate of the kingdom lies with him.

Hijinks ensue.

This is a full-on young adult novel, and while that isn’t always a turn off for me, it was in this case. While I enjoyed it enough to finish the book, I did not (and will not) pick up the second book in the trilogy.

Lincoln in the Bardo, by George Saunders

If you read books, then you’ve probably heard of this one. It won the 2017 Man Booker Prize, as well as a bunch of other literary prizes.

I tend to avoid prizewinning novels (it’s the curmudgeon in me), but I’m glad I picked this one up because it is downright fantastic.

Everything about it impressed me: the structure, the research, the themes, the historical depiction of Abraham Lincoln, the spiritual investigations, everything.

The book (I hesitate to call it a novel) tells the story of the death of Lincoln’s third son, Willie. Most of the book takes place during one evening when the President comes to visit his son’s tomb. The narrators are the spirits that “haunt” the cemetery, all of them caught in the realm between death and rebirth, a state the Buddhists call “the bardo.”

The mystical setting for the novel makes it that much greater, giving the reader the opportunity to experience the lives of close to a dozen of the characters who haunt the bardo, some of whom were slaves, some of whom were rich, and some of whom can position themselves in such a way as to read the President’s soul.

It really is a great book.

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And thatโ€™s it. Those are the twenty-one books I read in 2018. All told, weโ€™re talking roughly 7,850 pages worth of fantasy, history, psychology, and religion.

Not to mention way too many articles about Donald Trump’s dumpster fire of a presidency.

God damn it, 2018.

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